Smiling 92 @tyme
I donāt know what i am Doingā¦ I donāt know whoās gonna read this or whoās gonna comment and what your thoughts will beā¦ I donāt even know if i will exist tomorrow or an hour laterā¦ But i wanna do this, i wanna tell everyone, i wanna shout this
I donāt remember how old was i when this happened! Maybe 7 or 8 or 10ā¦ I donāt remember but what i remember is the face of that man, his hands, his eyes and the incident that took away my life from meā¦ I WAS SEXUALLY MOLESTEDā¦ By my neighbor and i didnt know what to doā¦ I didnāt tell anyone, not to my familyā¦ Coz i knew how my parents areā¦ To this day that man visit my house and i see his face and a shiver run through my veinsā¦ I am big now and i know how to fight so i am safe from him but i donāt know how to deal with that . ā¦ Not just this, my own mother treats me like shitā¦ I donāt know why? She called me āworst kidā, " Witch", " Whore", " Bitch" And i donāt know how to tell her that i am her own blood, and i am broken because of all these thingsā¦ Please stop, like really please stop
Hey I know itās really tough situation and really hard to forget those incidents. But please try something that makes you forget them like make yourself busy to interrupt those thoughts. Focus on your life and career. If someone who is close to you and is trustable go to them. And I want to if that neighbor still is still making u uncomfortable? If yes then donāt hesitate to tell your parents. Donāt think about the consequences just go for it.
