I don't know what am I feeling recently. Is it because of the exam stress? Or family problems? Or maybe relationship issues? These unclear feelings have had a really bad impact on me recently. I can't be myself. And the thing that hurts is that I don't have anywhere I can show my real self. I'm afraid to love myself. And mahn, it hurts. 
It hurts when I'm being myself and people around me say that I'm not being myself today. 

I really wanna talk and share what's on my head. But idk what should i share. I'm a bit too afraid of being judged.


I'll start by sharing a part of my problems.

Hopefully i'll be . Not now, but maybe soon.

Dont take it all at once. Take it easy. Youll be fine

Anxiety

Remember to listen to songs... 
Every once in a while
It helps:)

Life

Its nice to be important but its important to be nice

Friends

Good night 🍃✨all......have a good sleep🤩🤩🤘tc

Read this today, don't know who needs to read this :
You're going to realize it one day-that happiness was never about your job or your degree or being in a relationship. Happiness was never about following in the footsteps of all of those who came before you; it was never about being like the others. One day, you're going to see it -that happiness was always about the discovery, the hope, the listening to your heart and following it wherever it chose to go. Happiness was always about being kinder to yourself; it was always about embracing the person you were becoming. One day, you will understand that happiness was always about learning how to live with yourself, that your happiness was never in the hands of others. It was always about you. It was always about you.

Anybody here had a messed up sleep schedule and knows how to fix it? 

I cannot sleep untill 4-5 am and then I sleep till 11. Messes up my entire day. I count sheep exhaust myself didn't sleep one whole night so that I can sleep early. But to no avail. I'm irritated by this now. 

Exhausted

Hi. Am a 35 year old female from India. I used to self-deprecate to make others comfortable with me or atleast I thought am doing it so that I can have sustained relationships. Over a period of time, I realized that my self-esteem is at stake and that people don’t value me. Then, I did start talking mind and I have now lost few friendships and even close relatives. Am caught in a dilemma if am right in doing so. I feel lonely at times these days as I don’t have many people around. Please suggest the best way forward.

Relationships

Once I wrote a last lecture I am willing to give if I know I will die in near future. I was inspired by the book written by Randy Pausch. That assignment gave me lots to think about and I am grateful to this assignment that I know I am on the right path. 

Happy

It’s been almost a year since I have used this app, but I can’t keep this bottled up anymore. So much has changed. I moved out of my dad’s house and am now finally able to do whatever I want or need to do. But I guess my happiness came with a price. As a little backstory, my brother and I were always there for each other, through thick and thin. But now, my brother has managed to kick himself out of school to the point he isn’t welcomed back and now my grandma has to quit her job just to homeschool him with no help from the people who were supposed to help us. So he’s under house arrest until further notice, and I can’t leave my brother and grandpa alone by themselves for a half hour without them going at each other’s necks. It’s bad enough that I have to learn how to not be the mother when I have played that role for almost my whole life. I have done so much for my brother. And he’s nothing but an ungrateful asshole. He broke his old phone so I gave him one of my old ones. Then he broke that so I gave him my other old phone. I didn’t have to do that for him. But every time I step out of my way to be nice to him, he repays me by being an asshole. I just had a close friend who passed away from an accidental fentanyl overdose. So I’m pretty stressed right now. I’ve been filling out applications left and right, looking for a job, and I know plenty of people are hiring, but I’ve had no luck finding my first job. And I need this money badly. I need to have a place of my own so I don’t have to stress myself so much so that I go into a seizure. Which is why it’s so important for me to find a counselor. I’m a photosensitive epileptic, and I’ve just recently discovered that if I’m way too stressed and I crack under all that pressure, I seize. I’m seeing everywhere that people are hiring. But they won’t even look at the applications. So I’m at a loss. I don’t know what to do. Should I continue to let my brother be a spoiled tyrant or should I tell him that he needs to grow up and realize that he’s in trouble and needs to stand up for his own actions and take the consequences? And if you’re in the Bellingham, Washington area, and you have any information on cheap apartments, I would really appreciate it if you reached out to me. 

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