I don't know what am I doing like seriously, anyone up for a life changing discussion?🤦

3am Thoughts

Just a reminder of a specific person and you just miss them and also feel that angr hurt everything at the same fucking time...why...why can't we just delete that fucking person from our memories 😖😖😖😭

Friends

life is so boring, keep losing my friends, it's all just so fucking shitty

I should call her. 

Breakup

mehmaano aaye huye the aaj aur mummy ne pocha Igane ko bol diya mujhe aaj mera bday tha... the embarrassment 

Hello everyone

I want to share that I am having imposter syndrome at work. That I have been selected by fluke and not worth it..especially after working independently for a good while, working in a company is seems a big change, but I needed to this for routine and financial stability, 
Another big thing, as a laundry list trait is also:
•	I’m having fear if authority figures
•	Viewing everyone(even those younger to me in age or experience) seeing them as authority figures
•	Being unable to be at the authority position myself, While everyone other than me can talk confidently, I am unable to do so and give any work
•	I feel like being at the receiving end only

On top of all this, the flashbacks of my dad’s and other immediate family members’ abuse, gaslighting, projection and denial visit me more often than not. 

I just hope things get better, I get confident and stuff works out.

Big thanks for giving me this non-judgemental space and letting me share.

Phobia

when I was having sexual intercourse with my partner I bite his penxnies and now he's not talking to me what to do?

Are you Bts army or blackpink blink or a k pop stanner

Dreams

Sick of people telling me " you're too skinny " , "eat something" . I like whatever hideous way i am and I don't need you telling me shit 

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