I don’t know of anyone would see this Or not. But I think I’m gonna end my life soon I can’t live like this anymore. No I didn’t have any breakups nor any relationship issue. The real issue in my life is my father. I’m a girl and I love my father so much but he doesn’t. He always starts any kind of argument and start to beat my mother. I think he doesn’t care about us. Whenever he is in the house my mom and i always start to get tensed. We barely talk to my father cause if any of us tried to talk and didn’t obey his rules ( which is always have to keep yourself low around him ) otherwise he can beat us he can insult us the way he chooses. I sometimes skip my dinner or meal too because of his bad language/slangs he use to insult us. I’m in class 10th this year and I want to study, I want to learn so that I can get a good result on my boards. I demanded my father for tution but he refused. But he wants me to score 95% + on my boards. I don’t know till when I’m gonna live. Hopefully I’ll end this life very soon. I am now too crying and writing this. I just wanted peace in my life but I think God too doesn’t love me back. I only wish after my death, my mother could get happiness in her life. It’s their 26th year of marriage but she didn’t get peace in her life
If anyone is reading this, sorry for my bad English. Im not pro in English pls adjust
You should definitely talk with some mental health specialist or you can talk with your loyal freinds if you have any.
Remember one thing, All Problems are temporary not Permanent.
Focus on your study & your mom.
mh1215 @mh1215
suffering is temporary and death does not solve suffering. I am sending you a hug from across the seas. please consider contacting the authorities.
Please dont take this decision… if your father is beating your mom and she is taking it, it is definitely for the good of her children… she is accepting everything for your good. Thats what mothers do… no matter how much they suffer they adjust for their children… think what will happen to her if you commit suicide… do you want to leave her alone… it will break her… talk to your mother about this… ask her if she really wants to be with your father taking his abusive language and beating… she can get a divorce… or you can file a complaint in the police for domestic violence… i know he is your father but even he doesn’t get to treat your mother or you this way… you can take legal actions… you are strong. Dont lose hope… dont be afraid… i know you are young but still you can be strong and bold… face this world… show you dad he cannot control keep torturing you… you can tell one of your trusted teacher and ask them for help
