I donβt know now what i feel i have become so numb i feel so lonely depressed sometimes i feel like i should commit suicide then my family and my bf will understand that i am something i had feelings and what they have lost because of their behavior towards meβ¦my whole life i have been alone in everything all i just wanted to be loved and cared os that too much to ask now i adopted a dog and my family torture me for that tooβ¦i spent my whole day in my room with my dog but i am afraid if things will be like this my willpower to live will end soonβ¦i am afraid alone sad depressed crying but no one to help i donβt know how long i can keep this upβ¦
Please shut up.