I don’t know now what i feel i have become so numb i feel so lonely depressed sometimes i feel like i should commit suicide then my family and my bf will understand that i am something i had feelings and what they have lost because of their behavior towards me…my whole life i have been alone in everything all i just wanted to be loved and cared os that too much to ask now i adopted a dog and my family torture me for that too…i spent my whole day in my room with my dog but i am afraid if things will be like this my willpower to live will end soon…i am afraid alone sad depressed crying but no one to help i don’t know how long i can keep this up…
Please shut up.