I don’t really know how I feel. Keeps on changing every hour or minute or whatever. No matter what I feel totally alone. It’s just me and my mom and sometimes I think she doesn’t really care or she “cares” about me to get a positive image from other people??? I don’t know. I’m really tired of not knowing what’s going on in my own life. I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar but I think I might be schizophrenic. Every day I go through every emotion and throughout it all I’m really lonely and hate myself a lot. I just wish I could stop but I don’t know how.
I understand that your situation is vulnerable… Based on what I searched, if u think u are schizophrenic, then it is not something u can be reluctant about. I advise u to consult a psychotherapist ASAP before it gets too late… I hope that u are just overthinking that u r schizophrenic…
You should find people who listen to u… try talking to ur mom about ur feelings… She is your Mom. She will definitely understand what u r going through… Stay with people who understand u…
Please take ur treatment… get some hobbies which u can enjoy and forget about sad things. I advise u to watch movies or series which r funny… It will help making ur mood better…😊
