Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I mean, I feel like I have no interest in what I’m doing, where my life is headed, what my grades are. I’ve assumed a zen stance, dunno if that is good or bad. Even if I study a little it doesn’t really help

Hey, there comes a time when this feeling of nothingness seems to seep in. I don’t think it’s the best thing, because to really live a life you have to care about something, otherwise, it starts to have little meaning. And studying a little only makes it worse. Because you feel like you’ve studied a little so that should be enough or at least good, you think that it’ll help but it really doesn’t because you end up feeling more frustrated because it really doesn’t get much output. Studying is almost like an all or nothing kind of thing, only when you put in efforts do you see the results. I feel like, finding something to hold onto, something that gives you hope or brings you joy or peace, like meditation perhaps or listening to music, might be a good start to how you can work towards coming out of this. I see that it has almost been 5 months since you last posted this. Just want to know how you’re feeling now…