🧸🎀 @toxichousehold2
I don’t know if it matter but… I’m afraid to have friends, when I make friend with someone I can already imagine when and for what reason they’ll not be in my life anymore, people always get bored of me easily and now I don’t even want to have any friends, I’m an overthinker with a lot of trust issues because of my family and my story.
Hey buddy.
Its completely okay to feel this way. This can be because of your past experience of betrayal from friends or family members. It happens. Give yourself some time to heal. You will eventually realise that all people are not there to hurt you, some actually come in your life to care for you.
Also, as we group up in age, we realise who are our true friends. In school there are alot of friends, as we go to college we lose connection with few of them and make few new friends, as you go in work situations again you will lose few of old friends.
Its a fact that we make less friends as we grow old. And its valid enough. As we grow old we deal with alot of different people, giving us different experience of life.
And sometimes to protect ourselves from hurting we stop trying to bond with people. Everything becomes surface level.
Its okay. You are fine, i am too in this situation. I have outgrown from people and their behaviour. Buddy,i am here for you.
Sending you virtual hugs 🤗☺️
