Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know, i don’t feel anything its like i’m falling from a height waiting to hit the floor. Nobody understands it i mean the friend with whom i share these things feels the same way. There’s another problem i don’t know why but i tend to corner my friends to the limit where they become a stranger. Hiding in my own space and also I’m don’t share things with people if something bothering me its not that i don’t try but l’m not able to.