Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know , i am losing interest in everything , i loved to do theatre , dance, draw etc. but i am just isolating myself from everyone , sitting in a dim light room whole doing nothing just using phone and laptop excessively, im am a single child and my parents are having a really toxic relationship, they can get divorce too idk so they dont talk to each other and past few weeks have been really really bad fights and all the words are just too harsh and i was all holding it really well but now i think idk what is happening everything is just numb , i can see myself totally been wasted the whole day, i have a bestfriend but she is quite busy to even call and my boyfriend is the only person whom i talk to in whole day and im from a brown family , they are strict , i can’t go out, meet him or even call him freely or anybody , its getting worse day by day , crying all night , overthinking, being hopeless, poor.