I don’t know how to make friends, I’m extremely self conscious and think everybody considers me a freak or disgusting 

same, I always feel like the awkwardest person in group.

I can totally understand
I hope you find friends whom you can be comfortable around 
Confidence and happiness is the key
If you enjoy being you no one will notice what you did wrong but instead they will see how happy you are or how you love yourself enough to not care about others 
And they will want to be friends

You are perfect the way you are 
People need to change the way they see you
You don't need to change

I needed to hear this, thank you so much 

3am Thoughts

My condition now:
Mentally : Batman 
Financially : Spider man (Tobey Maguire)
Love life : Salmaan khan 


Anyone to talk

Feeling really low Today, Breaking up with a best friend can feel worse than splitting up with your partner 😔

Shivering while typing this. This incident happened to me (I am male) and my cousin (female) quite back in our childhood, happened multiple times and have never spoke about it untill now. And, yeah, we both were sexually assaulted by our elder brother, in different occasions, while we were in asleep. That bastard thought that doing things etc to us he would not know, but yes it happened to me multipletimes, and my cousin too which is even more traumatic to her. i have realised in the recent past that what happened to me was wrog and i was denying and did not care about this, and recently two days ago my cousin confessed about it and i went numb. i just dont know what else to say, it is disgusting that that person is leading a happy and dignified life and we are suffering here, and this happened in family, now i see a root cause to all our mental problems, i just dk im so sorry if anyone has become uncomfy just wanted to let it out. thank you for ur love and support.

Harassment

I don't have a lot of friends because I somehow just can't hold conversations with people. I wasn't like this up till the age of 15-16 I guess , I was a very confident person. 
Today, I'm starting my post graduation and I realised that I can't even hold a conversation properly . It's not like I don't have a command on the language or I can't find words. It's just that whenever I have to speak in front of a group of people ...I go numb as if I don't have a voice . I can't get the words out of me. I'm not a big fan of socialising because of this. My parents and acquaintances always told me not to be complacent and overconfident. 

But today was the second session with my seniors and peers, I felt like a total failure. And the worst part is ,that the whole scenario is playing in loop , in my head.

I can't talk to anyone about it because they just keep on saying things will get better and I'm losing hope . 

Social Anxiety

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Yahi conclusion nikal paya hu ke 

"Sab ke sab apni life mein khuch na khuch toh galat kar hi rahe hai" 

Mhuje hi dekh lo yeh post kar raha hu ;/

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