Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know how long it’s going to take for me to feel better. I know I broke up but I’m still in love with him and all these memories keep hitting me back. The end was bad, but the memories were adorable.
Of course it’s allowed to miss a person after parting ways. It’s the most human thing one can feel right. I don’t know I might not get better. And I am not that person who will block-remove-delete. I still chose to keep him in all of my social media but I keep seeing him liking and relating to posts, which says “Thanks for ruining my life, thanks for breaking me, etc. And I keep on reading it and keep on beating myself up. Don’t know when I became so incapable of not putting myself in my own shoes for once. Been thinking this from his perspective only and then hurting myself blaming myself. I don’t think I’m gonna be better soon. Good night.