I donโt know how I feel sometimes I feel like I am very emotional and sometimes I feel I am really mean but the thing is very small thing my friend say to me even in funny way I take it seriously and I think about it every night and plus I am really a over thinker and I am just really tired of creating fake scenario in my head and I really get to aatached to people even if I met them like 10 min ago I donโt know what to do I just need someone to talk to because I donโt feel closure to people or friend like I used to before and I also want someone to love me the way I am and do not judge me . ๐๐