I don't know how I feel sometimes I feel like I am very emotional and sometimes I feel I am really mean but the thing is very small thing my friend say to me even in funny way I take it seriously and I think about it every night and plus I am really a over thinker and I am just really tired of creating fake  scenario in my head and I really get to aatached to people even if I met them like 10 min ago I don't know what to do I just need someone to talk to because I don't feel  closure to people or friend like I used to before and I also want someone to love me the way I am and do not judge me . 😌😌

Guys i really want to vent out my emotions but i just don't know how to? I am feeling sad and lonely rn..idk what's wrong with me..i think i am a looser , i can't go to college alone, i miss my college and classes most of the time, i can't concentrate on my studies, i like reading but idk why i am not able to concentrate on it too now, i can't even say whats going on in my mind now to people , when someone scold me and says something to me i just stand their quietly , i feel like i am left behind and no one noticed it...at end i just wanna say idk what's going on with me

Anxiety

I feel like ending it all, the other person isn't respecting my limits...!

Frustration

*No matter how much you care, you will lose some people some day.*

**Just because paper-boats sink, doesn't mean you should stop making them.** 😉

Explanation in comments😊

Mindfulness

I don't know why I'm feeling so restless I'm just unable to sleep and I'm getting quite anxious these days.

Panic Disorder

Sometimes we think we want to disappear but all we really want is to be found

3am Thoughts

What is the meaning of life? If you know that they made you by mistake, you shouldn't be born in the first place, what you do? How do you start living again? If you have been hurt so much mentally that you don't see any point in anything, how do you find happines or frend that you won't hurt him with all of your burdens, that you want to share but you know it will make them fear or afraid of being your frend. New tip about how to deal with Agoraphobia? (i've read all the bassics and i ignore it for most of my life, just didn't want to bother anyone. still hurts but i remember it was there still when i was little kid but i did hide it and go along with others so it looks like nothing ever happend, eventually i stopped fighting after 20 years, my bad.) And finally how do you look yourself in the mirror and don't want to hit it with your head? Don't worry guys, i'm not planning anything dangerous. My desire for life is gone long ago, it is what it is. 😂🤡

Life

Hi. This is completely new and weird to me since I am an introvert. I am also depressed. I do what other people say "self harm" but I call it healing because that's the only way I feel a little bit better. But I hate being depressed. It makes me feel weak... I try everything... Talked to my friends but nothing helps and I hate it and I want to end it but I cannot. I cannot control the depressing thoughts which enter in my mind. 
Depression has also made me a pessimist. I feel like no one is going to read this. Or reply back. 

Depression

Hey, joined this platform today. Hoping some light on my issues! 
I am in a dump. I had a terrible break up. It has been 2 yrs, almost. Everything still feels ugly. I have turned into this unhappy person who is cluless about her own future. Always crying and cribbing. Family and friends have been a great support but this gripping feeling of nothing-will-change remains constant. 
I have career plans but I am not working hard enough for them, instead I am not working at all. Left my job 4 months ago. What really bugs me the most is why am I still stuck on the past. I know I must let go but it is not happening. 
All this stress has affected my health. I have developed several illness and I want to work on it but I am unable to! Always demotivated, stressed, sad, cribbing, zero self confidence, constantly dwelling over the past! How do you stop thinking about the trauma your loved one has caused you? 

I turn 30 early next year and this expectation of getting married is weighing me down. I am scared for the future all the more because I want a career, love and peace but I just don’t see it happening. 
Eveytime I feel I am moving on, something or the other brings me down. Just last week I heard he got engaged. I spent the entire week obsessing over different scenarios of me accidentay meeting him. This is so stupid. Society dictates that a woman of my age must act mature, bring myself together and move on. 
I REALLY want to do that. Feel normal again but it is not happening. I feel like shit. Used. Betrayed. Treated badly. Disrespected. Afraid that this will happen again. 
I’ll stop here. Message got too long! 


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