I don’t know how I feel or may be idk how to express my emotions But i don’t feel okay, I’m empty, I don’t feel happy in my own skin. It is like i know it isn’t my fault but still people around are so strongly enforcing their thoughts on methat I can’t help myself to be getting blamed on, i feel I’m wrong for even existing in this world .
Hey
Talk to me.
There might be people who will be putting you down
But there are people who are here to help you out.
So at a times I behave differently, i feel like I’m not in my control, and when i try to share it with anyone everyone tags it as a drama (unsurprisingly) I lost my alll friends when i was in grade 8, not that I wanted it but it happened. And now my ex friends keep on asking me if I feel lonely, upset and helpless because i don’t have anyone to be with, to hang out with. They keep on spreading this news that I’m not okay, I’m someone from whom people should stay away. Other than that my family comes up, my mom doesn’t trusts me she thinks i have an affair with my cousin brother. I’m being invigilated on 24×7 in my own house. She sees me with digust. My father doesn’t has time for me and even if he had, I wouldn’t have shared it with him because of his orthodox mind. My brother beats me and I’m right now having stitches on my head. My sister thinks the same as my mom.
Alright, we can, share your snap/ig handle
You’re not alone. Know that there is hope and there is help.
Hang in there and keep pushing, there is light at the end of the tunnel. I promise you.
And it will all be worth it.
