I don’t know how I feel I just have this great urge of screaming so loud that my lungs explode. Do you ever get this feeling that hogya bas enough for this life. I am 19 and I have this feeling I am not able to be happy I feel depressed my mental health is gone for fucking Gedi ig and it’s not coming back. And on top of that I don’t have anyone. No friends, family toh bapre if I tell them my problems then I will surely get more depressed and my relationship which is actually not a relationship it’s more like I am here like his backup plan that this girl is so much damaged so she will not go anywhere. I need a break from life bro and let me tell you i don’t do a thing so technically I am on a break but boyyy it doesn’t feel like it.
In the middle of the night I am lying on the bed thinking that should literally end my life because it’s fucking too much to take. Just get it fucking done with. Let’s press the reset button to life.
Hemendra Jain @manifer
Hey so I guess you are comfortable with Hindi as well coz it will be easy for you to understand
Ki suno agar tumhe ye lagta h ki tumhare life me kuch sahi nhi chal raha h then ek choti si baat h but bhot gambhir ki baat h dhyaan se sunna
“ If you think your life is in hell , why stop in the hell , move forward “
Arey yesa hee mere ghar me bhi h
Mera relation ka bhi yahi problem h lekin at one point jab mere saath koi nhi tha then came the concept of staying strong in being alone so tum apne life ke baare me thodi clarity me aajao ki ab toh tum 19 ki , exactly of my age so pehle focus on the things which you “need” to prioritise then focus on your sleep schedule
Agar neend naa aaye toh kisi se khul ke baat karlo
You can talk to me at anytime I will also talk to you about my life then let’s share that pain
Aur uske baad at the end songs toh hai hee apne life me thodi der ke liye use sun ke man ko thaandak mil jaaye ne phir apni life khud track pe aajayegi
Hey if I hurt your feelings in the above message by any misunderstanding I’m really sorry
If you want to talk more you can connect with me
“Suno I am there for you “
peace2 @peace2kaur
Hey, I can relate. Sometimes we stay in that intolerable place because we are comfortable or a familiar hell is easier than an unfamiliar future. But I feel you are young enough with full life ahead of you and the opportunities to find the right, caring significant other are plenty. So don’t stay just because you are afraid of the unknown because how low could it get from the current state?? The chances of upside are more than downside. All the best! Happy to lend an ear.
