I don't know exactly what I want, I think I m loosing friends. Why is it happing. My closest friends are being mean to me like they are acting wired like I have did something to them. What should I do with this type of situations 🥺🥺

Well, congratulations. you have started getting exposure to social life at the later stages of life. I mean we start losing people, hardly a bunch of people will be left in life...

I have been in a similar situations with my friends. What I normally do is ask if anything is bothering them because they might have been going through something and thus behaving the way they are; if that's not the case , they don't tell if we hurt in someway then I try to let it go. Though a confession, I do have a hard time letting go. I'm not sure what do I need to do for that.

Friends

It is said that we must be in the company of real friends. But I have started feeling that fake friends are better in a way that one will never build up any expectations as one would do with their real friends. And in this way never get hurt.

I used to have so many friends. And then I started to cut them out and only keep the quality friends that encouraged me and supported me, now I don’t even have those. 
All my friends are so selfish and only care about themselves, they make me feel so insecure when I say anything or bring anything up. Like what kind of “friends” do that to you. I feel so alone like when I want to talk or just vent I think of who I can call or text and it’s no one so I just suffer internally. 


Why do we fake ourselves in front of someone else just to gain attention or impress, even though that is not who we are and neither we want to fake it but in the end, we fake it somehow.  Why? 

3am Thoughts

I'm first year college student and I met some friends online before we start our offline classes. They were very friendly to me and we decided to stay together. Now, we are staying together in the same appartment and it turned out that they in relationship (we all girls, I forgot to mention this before), one of them is lesbian and one is bi sexual. Yeah, I support LGBT and I strongly support their relationship but I'm not feeling comfortable to stay with them. Almost all the time I feel lonely and left alone by them. I don't feel comfortable to go up to them and talk by seeing them together. It feels like I'm in interrupting them. Even thought to change but i have no one to stay with so I'm trying to adjust. U can give me ur suggestions.

Thank you so much.

Lonely

I really don’t understand why I don’t have any friend. In past I helped them whenever they were in trouble or in a worst situation. Now I don’t have any and even if I call them or msg them they don’t reply. I can see everyone has friends to enjoy and talk. How on earth am the one to whom no one care about me or not interested to talk to me. Am I such a horrible person or what? I am just a lonely creature, people just remember me or call me when they have something. Otherwise I don’t just exist on earth 

Today 
Whn a friend was telling the first impressions of all friends of our grp
she told what she thought about every1 when she met them 1st time
istg ,it wasn't even their first impressions, like for one she said she's like her second mom, gives her amazing advices (like Bruh that's not even a first impression, they came close after months) and for others it was chill and cute types, like ur not punctual, ur messy
and for me she said I had anger issues! like seriously, idk it hurt me? and everyone agreed
I dunno if it should hurt or not
but it did.
And tbh I always feel left out from this group, like when I'm late no one waits for me, but for others they do... I'm not included in half of 'the talks', like everyone's teasing each other with crushes' names and I'm clueless, because everyone except me knows it... They always talk about how they talked on calls for hours and no one even called me
when someone asks for notes, 3 people send it, and when i ask all people will see the message but not send
and like if we're choosing partners, I'm always the last one chosen
and the person also looks not happy, I'm never the priority
I know it's too immature, but it's affecting me
and I dunno if I am overthinking
Just wanted to vent it out


I feel more alone than I have in weeks. I keep myself occupied as much as I can so I can forget about this sadness I feel. It’s constantly lingering. I wish I could talk to about how I feel with my “friends” but they don’t care much about me or my feelings. They just want me to be present when they need me. For weeks now I’ve just been avoiding everyone cause I honestly just don’t want to show up for them anymore since they can’t have the decency to show up for me. It’s honestly k*ll*ng me inside, but I’d rather be hurting alone than putting myself through h3ll for these “friends”. Sucks to have to go through this alone… 

I want to make friends but I don't. Something inside is resisting me to make friends etc.
I am 24, recently started living alone and never had real friends, nor I felt like but now I want to enjoy a lil but still my heart says no, let it be, this is better. Still that's just a deep down wish I had that privilege... 

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