I don't know anymore.
I don't understand myself.
I'm sad, I feel empty.
I'm failing in my academics.
It is so hard to motivate myself to do things.
I can't talk to my close friends and family.
I feel helpless and useless.


Thank you so much, sometimes I'm afraid no words will console me but your words help me in a way, I'll treasure it forever

Thank you so much. I felt your genuine concern, it makes me feel lighter knowing that there's a random person who thinks that I deserve the best 

there is not only a random person dear u also have to think that yes u r best and prove to everybody that u r best and u deserve every happiness of thw world sometimes forget ur all sadness and just ignore it,try to how to be happy bcz every prblm has a solution and not a solution there are solutions.❤️

In times like these is when you find your own inner strength, It may seem or feel hard but hang on.

Depression

I don't know what to do. Scam by people I know and left me hanging facing the obligation they left me. pressuring me to pay of whole amount in one blow to think that I cant do it alone.  sometimes i just want to create an imaginary life to escape. or rather just don't exist any more  so you wont feel the pain and struggle.  

Adulting

I’m really stressed. I’ve been in a relationship with a guy now for 3 years but I feel like I’ve been lying to myself. ever since I’ve been young I’ve always been attracted to girls (I’m female) and I know it deep down it’s just I didn’t want to accept it I guess. I really care for this guy too and i don’t want to hurt him because I know he genuinely loves me it’s just I don’t know if I can love him back. I really don’t know what to do anymore.

LGBTQ

Hlo koi mera friends bana ga ka ❤️

Body image

Silent lips usually have a lot to say
It just depends if they really have a listener to listen to their silence with all their attention and no judging policy 🤍....... 

3am Thoughts

Recently downloaded this app.
Feeling very helpless.
Long post alert....

So I am 28 years young right now. I was born and brought up in a middle class family. All my family members were traditional farmers or merchants. So none of them could take up a formal school education. So me and my brother turned out to be the first graduates from our family. I got in to a government medical college in Maharashtra through merit. During my MBBS period I became closer to a girl and later we fell into a proper relationship. Since she used to be so possessive, I barely had 3-4 friends apart from her. Things were going very well. We had completed MBBS together.

 But some how I was able to take up PG within a year and she couldn't. Even though my residency was hectic, there wasn't even a single day that passed off without talking to her or texting her. She was in to 24/7 preparation as her family is quite a rich one and they're not bothered about her role in contributing towards expenditure. But at any cost she wanted to take up govt seat only. So she was preparing very hard for that. Since I became somewhat free during second year. I literally used to discuss subjects with her, teach her whenever I get time. I even bunked my peripheral postings just to go and meet her atleast once a month or even at a stretch for few days. I used to travel through train or bus to meet her and return back to my PG place on the same day most of the times. 

Through all these efforts she got MD RD in a good place. I was the first person that she had called up to convey the news. Things have started travelling in a different direction after this. I felt like she is distancing herself from me for no reason. I never treated her in a bad way and in fact I never bothered if she does things back if I do something. Literally I was a guy with extremely low level of expectations doing every possible thing to make her feel special. Meanwhile I completed my PG. I joined as a full time SR in a medical college and as a part time consultant in a medium tier private hospital. I was making close 2.5 lac a month. 

 Again I used to go to her PG place to meet her. But I didn't feel that level of attachment with her during these meets. I thought like it could be because of her hectic residency schedule. But one fine day she opened up this. She told that her parents have brought a match for her and the guy has everything that she is expecting. I felt numb. Couldn't speak anything. After sometime of we exchanging our words, she said that her parents wouldn't accept me at any cost because my family's status is not up to theirs and her parents are expecting a guy who would settle easily with family and ancestral properties.

 I wasn't ready to leave. I used to travel to her place to talk to her. Eventually she started ignoring me. I was struggling between my self respect and love. The hospital which earlier had employed me had laid me off stating that I'm irregular to duties. Amidst all these, her marriage is almost fixed and it seems final set of discussions are going on. Once they are over, their engagement date will be fixed it seems. Now I feel completely helpless and worthless. Couldn't concentrate on anything. I feel completely down.

Girlfriend

I don't  know why i am having anxiety now and the bad thoughts are scaring me too 😭 

Anxiety

I feel like i am drowning in this comfort. Like theres too much comfort. Lile i am fed up.any thoughts?? 

Bruhhhhhhh ye app itnaaaaaa boring kyu hote jaaa raha hai 😭

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