Relationships

Hmm i am feeling lonley i need a caring GF.. 

3am Thoughts

Once again I'm hurt... should I stay away from her.

May god protect her 🥲 

Totally frustrated can't take it anymore .I give up 

Exhausted

I m frustrated 

Just frustrated 😠 

Frustration

Drunk, sad, despair, broken.

After pissing off her after my last post, she started ignoring me. She hardly talked, I said sorry, apologized in every other way, but still she didn't make it any better. I have given her time, its been 3 weeks we hardly have talked, few days back I texted her that I'm missing her and I want to see her soon. 
Yesterday 14/04/2021 our friends celebrated birthday of two of our friends, and during that one of our mutual friend told me, about my girl that she has been sending her screenshots that I'm making her feel uncomfortable and she doesn't love me. And here I'm typing this blog when I know she doesn't love me. I don't know what to do. I have been literally, crying all night, I have exam today 16/04/2021 I don't know what to do. I cannot sleep, its hurting. I cannot even smile, after knowing about the screenshot thing, from 2 days I haven't been able to talk to anyone, even my bestfriend failed to bring a smile. My world is falling apart, I don't know what to do. Maybe I should be numb in class, and forget that I know her or any of them. Maybe I will be able to focus on what's mine, its me at end. This 2 years of my 20s have been really hurting. Temporary People. I love her dude, I love her alot, I never take her for granted, I don't even make her feel bad vibes around me, I prioritize her at first than anyone else. I don't know what to do! FCKMYLIFE

Is it so hard to find someone who will love you like you love them?

Hearts breaking, losing sense of happiness, getting ignored, constantly trying to make up to her, giving her the space, trying to be less active in groups, so that she can enjoy and not be awkward around me. Yet it's not working. I'm addict.

One Sided Love

My girlfriend thinks I'm not paying her enough attention, don't speak properly, and I'm always sad, but she never try to understand that it's a very critical time for me, since I am looking for a job, and there are a lot going in my life right now, I just want her to understand me but she never and I don't want to tell her all this. Now she doesn't want to talk to me, she thinks I am very boring.

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