i dont get why my bf gets so sensitive when were drunk but he the same one allowing females to call his phone waking me up out my sleep when he's drunk. Really feel like breaking up with him at this point

i do all the time he got mad because i told him the truth that if you ever cheat on me i'll act like a stranger towards you. Just Hi & bye. Even if im around your family. Here he goes see how the truth comes out you say you'll love me no matter what. Yes i will from a distance because people who is close to you always hurt me so if it happens to me again i cut people off For good

he left out the room and slept on the couch

That's pure toxicity yk it'll hurt you for sometime but being in this kind off relationship it's not worth it 

Breakup

I'm feeling emotional today and I don't know why. I don't know if I'm thinking about something or what I'll get tears in my eyes & all of sudden it comes out of the blue. I have my good and bad days. Can anyone tell me why I feel like this

hui charo aur shehnai 
shor tu meri or chal nikla 
chadhi prem lor o dil ke chor 
kar meri bhor o mukh dekhala 
ranjhana hua main tera, kaun tere bin mera 
raunke tumhi se meri, kaun tere bin mera 
tera hai char jhukela, kaun tere bin mera 
kaun tere bin mera 
hui charo aur shehnai 
shor tu meri or ab chal nikla 
chadhi prem lor o dil ke chor 
kar meri bhor o mukh dikhala

3am Thoughts

Texting isn't enough I need to take her to a bookstore.

Love

Barf se ghira Parvat Ho, aur Chand Se Bhari Chandni raat Ho,
Mere Sath Tum Ho aur Samne Kedarnath Ho❤🤗🤗nw

Any minor mishap makes me cry like a child. I am so sensitive lately. I cry waterfalls. And the days I can't let any tears out, are even worse. Then I can't even cry well. 

many would like more often or even for the rest of their lives to be able to let go completely and express all their sensitivities without fear of being hurt by others - perhaps the thought has crossed their minds - as and to me - "how nice it would be and how much I would finally like to live as romantically as possible, not need to hide any of my feelings, any thoughts and tell others what I like and what I dream about life - and everyone to accept me and embrace me". everyone to become my friend and tell me with tenderness and comfort: "we love you, we are by your side, in the easy and the difficult, you can trust us forever". that's the kind of life I'd like to live, to live without being chased by anyone. everyone to love me and accept me as I am. to not - ever - feel any need to wear any mask of false goodness. I wish there were no monsters that would give me a nervous breakdown and cause me no feelings of hatred and revenge for them that would transform me into another hideous monster. i want to live in a dream a romantic life. I want all my feelings and all my thoughts to be fragrant flowers and green forests and not to feel that I am overwhelmed in the mine of my soul, that while I could feel golden love and diamond affection, my life is getting less and less more, and never find an escape.

Dreams

Heyyy!! 

I am not here to tell you that its going to be fixed anytime soon .
I am not here to tell you Tomorrow you are going to wake up and feel better. 
I am not here to put all the broken things back together
Because I don't think that's what you need 
I think you need permission to feel broken
Permission to miss that person 
Permission to hurt and cry out loud
I don't think you need a light at the end of the tunnel right now .
Because healing can't come before validation 
I am not gonna showe you will sunshine 
But i am definitely gonna sit with you in the dark .

I wish someone would have told me this🙃

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