I don't feel much while ma$turb**ing , will i be able to feel something while having s€x as i m getting married in a year or so and i am worried

Its completely ok.
Shouldn't bother u much.

Could be problematic. Better to consult a doctor from now. In one year you'll be fine 

Sexual Health

I’ve got so much going on at the moment and have all these different things I’m learning that my head is full 

Acquaintance

I want to run away from home ..can you suggest me some safe places ..


Conflict

Was overthinking way too much and wasn’t able to focus so decided to take a nice warm shower, put on some music,wore a cute outfit , wore accessories, and now i feel just so powerful and  not giving a damn about anyone!!!!

Personal Growth

Idk I feel like no one will ever love me and my friends will also leave me... i domt show my emotions much often and to scared to confess about love... i might have like someokenin the past but they end up with my friends amd i dont mind that... i did hurt in the start but then everythong seemed fine... ik here no one knows me so i can say a little true abt myself... i feel like i am trying too hard to catch ppl attention, i also feel lonely even when hanging out with friends... i also got body image issues and also some brittle bones and i am over weight as well... i feel like i am a burden on people.. so much so that few days ago i thought like i should jump off my apartment bcoz i was tired of all this pain and sorrows..
Idk what to do with my life.... ik i will not jump but srill... and i have been experiencing nightmares about stuff and having panic attacks during days

Body image

Hi, lately I dont feel like myself anymore. Me, as a person, loves to know people more, understand them more. Lately, I realised people who matter to me, have a really bad image of me in their minds. I, as a person, when gets hurt, have a tendency to get angry real quick. But I always thought and I still think, there is more to me than anger issues. I am always there for my people when they need me. I cannot have an stagnant image/opinion about anyone near me, as I mentioned earlier, I just like to get to know people more and more. So hearing negative opinions about me, affects me a lot. Lately, I have received them so much, I keep wondering what is the purpose of my life or is there anything good left in me ? The people I talk to, they just keep telling me, change yourself, don't do this, don't do that, but to be really honest, I am very tired. Over the past year, I got out of a 4 year old relationship and also distanced myself from 3 major friendships(they had turned toxic) I had in my life. I really don't know what to do.

Stress

Consulted 4 therapists no use.
Talked to a supporter no use.
took many therapy sessions and am on depression pills since 2 months no use.
scared to go out of the house
perceived bad girlof the house
evryone hates me
unemployed and 22 yrs old soon to be 23.
feels like i dont want to see another day.
its been a year of depression 
i know quitting life is not easy but i feel like quitting

Suicidal Ideation

I have become so sensitive idk why and it really sucks lol. I get v emotional when someone behaves rude to me or if someone makes fun of smth or even if they joke about smth,like it's weird cus i cannot take jokes anymore and i feel pretty low and hate myself alot. I was never insecure abt my body but now I am. Wasn't socially anxious earlier but now it's just at peak all the time. Very weird. 

Emotional Abuse

I wish i could vanish from this world.

I don't need to live here any more.

I'm done.

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