I don't feel like talking to anyone, or using any social media accounts nowadays. I feel like keeping it all to myself because honestly, no one gives a damn. 

Tbh, there are a few people who do. But I just don't wanna talk much.

This is a different platform. Here you are anonymous. That's why I am posting. 

I think it is because u felt disappointed and most people make u disappointed too in life 

3am Thoughts

I have one of those secret message inboxes for my BandLab followers to send me things

Lately someone has been sending me messages implying they are stalking me.

Some examples:
“Make sure to close your blinds at night I’m outside with a Camera waiting”
“Don’t go on walks alone”
“I see you at the farmers market every weekend I love your music”
“I followed you home once I kinda hoped you’d see me”
“You have a beautiful room”
“I live close to [location near my house] too we should meet up sometime or not I just like watching you”
“I love being close too you watching you put on your make up listening too you sing. it’s like having front row seats to your concert, but right from under your bed”

I know it’s probably just someone trying to scare me but the topic of stalking is a huge trigger for me and I had a panic attack yesterday because of this.

I’m scared. I don’t know what to do.

Harassment

Quit trusting "Crypto Bros" and CEOs of alleged multi-$Billion companies who spend more time on Twitter than they do in the trenches, actually DOING the work to GROW a sustainable business.

Those who have nothing to hide typically have nothing to prove... they simply DO the work

Entrepreneurship

So today I'm taking a break from all social media's :)

Education

did anyone else ever use the internet back in 2007?

does anyone else feel like u could have deeper conversations and make better friends online?

i used to use chat rooms when i was a teenager and had alot of problems at home and it helped me.

but now all i see is all these stupid chat rooms were people just want to talk about dumb stuff and how great their life is.

like taking pictures of their food they eat and being a airhead.

i wanted to find someone to talk to like when i was in highschool but everytime i go onto these chat rooms and its filled with these kinds of idiots it drives me mad.

its bad enough i cant find anyone to talk to in real life because they are all so busy going to work school etc pretending they are important and better then other people.

is it because social media has become more mainstream now? that there were less places on the internet to go to so everyone would only go to 1 or 2 main chat rooms or sites and that it?

i dont know but it really upsets me that i cant find a single person.

when i was in highschool i would vent alot on msn talking to my friends online and get emotional support insights brainstorming ideas etc that were so helpful.

one girl on msn took the time to talk to me and talked me out of thinking i was a bad person that my mother had psychologically abused me into believing. where have all these good people gone? are there any left who'd even listen?

ive tried other support sights and talking to psychologists psychatrists irl etc but i think they are not even allowed to give advice to a person because they dont kno the context of wat they are going through?

i've already been giving lots of bad advice and i feel like im already fucking everything up now so if someone did give me bad advice i feel like atleast i can just ignore it or something over a computer opposed to irl and talk down to and intimidated etc.

if anyone feels the same or wants something similar like a 1on1 chat plz reply

Mental Health

How many women feel unsafe while using social media platforms?

Women Safety

Can't help myself by stalking my ex bfs instagram account and wounding myself again and again 

Exhausted

I wanna say something, am I the only one who thinks that social media has actually made all of us insecure about things we never even noticed !! and as a teenager, I think that it has also sexualized girls of my age, I don't care what they wear but the thing is that the way people comment on those posts is way too sexualized. my juniors at school mean the ones in 7th to 8th-grade act so mature not mentally but physically that I think they are just ruining the most beautiful time of their life !! what do you think ?!

sorry, I dont know what tag to use!!

Confusion

My ex is reaching out to me again :(
He sent me a follow request on instagram. I have not accepted it and I do not intend to. As he was a narcissist, it’s been very tricky and difficult to move on but I finally have moved on, I’m trying my best. Please just let me know it’ll be okay, because my urges to check my IG every 2 minutes is driving me crazy.



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