I don't feel like going to basketball because I honestly feel really tired. But, I don't really want to disappoint the coach because I have been at home for the past couple weeks, and havent been to practice in a long time. I wish I had an excuse not to go, but I don't. What should I do?

Just be with yourself for sometime, go out, go for a walk.. Cancel the plans..

Exhausted

Is it normal to feel like I don't belong anywhere? I feel alone with a bunch of people. 

Mental Health

Feeling very low. I sometimes feel so lonely and single. I have friends who are talking to boys, getting attention, getting attracted but I literally have no one who’s interested in me and I’m also not interested in anyone. There’s no attention, validation and I crave that. I hate being single. 

Lonely

🎶We've come too far
To give up who we are
So let's raise the bar
And our cups to the stars🎶

Music

felling terrible not able to control my tears and my mom and brother are next to me 
few days back i felt that i am pressuring my boyfriend because of my mental health so i decided to change and everyday i was seeing  progress i started being good and making him feel good and not talking about my mental health to him and started sharing here but today he told whatever i am doing is making him feel its unnatural it broke my heart.......

Anyone for deep conversation? 

Confusion

idk how i’m feeling. abt 2 yrs ago i got involved w someone online. since then, i’ve noticed some things abt this person that should’ve been enough to completely push me away. but for whatever reason, i hold onto the things that ik aren’t good for me. this person attempted suicide 3 nights ago. i found out the next day and i wasn’t sure how to feel. i wasn’t sure whether to believe it or not. i wasn’t sure what to think abt my hesitation in receiving that information as the truth and nothing but. prior to this, he’d taken me hostage. emotionally, i mean. threatened his life to get smth from me. to get me actually, my company, my friendship. this might not be such a bad thing if it werent for the manipulation and the gaslighting. in all honesty, i don’t know many ppl. but of those i do know, i doubt any of them would enjoy being shoved into a box.

ppl have told me that i’m gullible. naive. too serious. mean. what abt too forgiving? i’ve handed out a good number of chances as if i have an unlimited collection of them. i don’t. i’ve been low on patience for a couple of yrs now and yet i give in. i have given in. more than once. the same ppl have told me that i’m cold. have i not proven otherwise?

he almost died that night. and while no one deserves that, the suffering, the pain. believe me when i say that he’s given me reason to resent him. to be upset. to feel frustrated, helpless and confused.

and so when i said it out loud for the first time: he attempted. i cried. i actually cried. 

and if he was successful?
id be to blame. 

Idk what's happening, maybe I am just over thinking or what but everything sucks rn.. the kind of behavior that my friends do is hurting me maybe I expect too much from them but it feels like they don't care about me 

I wish humans were designed without emotions (Basically robots)

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