ak @mauvesky
I don’t feel good. Things just don’t feel right. It feels like everything I have done to reach this moment… it’s all falling apart again. Like I just managed to find a safe spot… but it’s going away again. Maybe I’m being paranoid. Maybe not. It just feels like this time it’ll be impossible to find a way back again. I have kinda lost track of all the people who have left me. Why do they all go? Is something wrong with me? Everyone around me is so well fit in their own groups. And here I am just trying to string together a flimsy net.
I feel like my reality is slowly cracking. And each crack is my fault
This is not your fault