I don’t feel good. I don’t feel anything. I don’t love anymore. I feel dead. I am worthless. I don’t deserve to be heard. What good is a dead persons feelings. I cannot do this anymore. I have to though. I know it would grieve my family but I don’t love me. I can’t find any relief. My friends are fine with their life and love God but I’ve lost my faith I once had. I’ve been thrown away. I don’t know how to get back up. I just feel hatred and horrible inside. When will I believe anything?