I donβt even know where to start from. I just want to cry. I am the too used to of being quiet
RS @rias98
Let it out. Itβs all okay.
My eyes are already swollen and paining. And even if I keep crying till I fall sick I canβt end up happy
RS @rias98
You know Even I go through this alot. I feel that i might never be able to find myself happy again, but eventually every dark night ends . And this will too. Even after 3-4 days of crying , i feel a certain strength to move on. So will you :)
I feel ashamed of me every time I do this. Why am I so dheet. Shouldnβt I just die after being so unloved
RS @rias98
We are all dheet. Please you are more precious than you think.
Let it out - CRY A LOT - take your time and then think of starting.
Yaa I hv tried this bt every time I come back to square 1
It will come back to square 1 many more times but trust the time talk your shit with people even to the strangers they will relate your situation and trust me relatablity will lead you to some happiness some solution some distraction
People slowly get bored of you. They hv their own lives to live. I canβt mk time for a sad person even if they want to
I hv been looking for solution every where for past many year . Trust me there is none
People donβt get bored if they truly relate I know you must had 2-3 bad experience of it but give it some time see how things turns
Please donβt give up like this I know you are really tired of it its been long but keep on.
I donβt hv a single good experience ever inmy life. I hv always been unwanted. Trust me I know when I say this
Ya there is no other way. I am too dheet to die
I know how it feels and how these things make you out but you never know when things turn out.
Slowly this hope is vanishing
Thats the spirit my boy or girl.
I donβt know if i m going to stay or I want to stay but I hv no exit
Girl
Stay A little bit more push yourself somewhat before itβs vanish 100% you will get something
Trust me with this.
Pallavi @p24
I say this to myself every day and cry even louder
You are very strong yrrr
Tune bt I donβt want to be strong. I want to be wanted
Zayn @jeet_9
Thats A healthy sign crying makes You more strong but only if you KEEP GOING.
Zayn @jeet_9
Just remember this
I have no other way
Wanted in what sense ?
No one has other way
Pallavi @p24
In every kind
Zayn @jeet_9
You must feel it cause of the situation you are in but to be wanted you have to be okay with yourself first and it happens by giving things TIME.
Pallavi @p24
Years passed how much more time
Zayn @jeet_9
See i know you wonβt agree to this but in what so ever way or aspect you are better than before, on the basis of our little conversation I can bet that you are much more stronger and opend than before you wonβt accept these things cause these will seem to your minor and the situation you are in you ignore minor things especially the good and happy ones.
Yaa I know what you mean
So please Focus on that minors these minors makes A lot of difference A LOT soon you will know that you too have blessings in your life.
I donβt know about blessings I m simply living
Zayn @jeet_9
See the contrast that simple living is itself A blessing think about it, I know all these sound so boring but thatβs the thing
No itβs not boring itβs the truth
Zayn @jeet_9
See you know that, get stick to it