I don't even know what to do with my life anymore. I m so blank. Why am I this unlucky in love. Either I meet toxic people or they leave me. When I found my perfect lifemate, my family created problems. I am so lost right now. 

Just don’t lose hope ever, don’t ever give ip on love. I used to think I’m incapable of loving someone but i fell in love and that guy played with my feelings i just broke up with him yesterday but I’m never giving up on love, i really wish i fall for the right person next time

Tujh main na kaami koi hai, baas yeh tera din bura hai. Waqt ki yeh baatein hai, inhe guzar jaane do

You're main character of your life don't let anyone to control it.. It's tough to fight with own family but if you think you're right then you have to do it anyway for yourself

Depression

I don't any close friends..which makes me feel very sad and lonely ...and to add to that I also deal with body image issues and low confidence
..I have had so many years go by just like this And I can't go on this way anymore... I feel like I have to move mountains to be able boost all these aspects of my life along with finding a career path 

Anxiety

Anyone in the same boat as I am??

No interest in anything

Procrastinating 

Sleepless nights

Wanna stay away from people

Recently I have been cutting myself because I keep hearing a voice in my head telling me to do this. It doesnt stop until I see blood from a wound I have created. I spoke to my counselor about this and my mom was made know about this. She told me it was a evil spirit and told me to say my prayers properly. I told her I need to see a therapist about this but she kept telling me it is a evil spirit. What do I do about this?

Delusion

For the first time in my life(since I've known these things), I don't have an eye on girl(crush). Don't know if it's good or not.
But sometimes I do feel that I also want to be loved. 
Wrote here, cause wanted to get out of my system.

Love

Is it normal for my bf to become close to a girl and not tell me about it?? 
Umm so this friend group of his few months back became friends with a group of girls and since then they’ve been one big group. I remember once he told me he finds those girls very pretty so naturally I’ve always been insecure of them but he never spoke to them separately so it was fine with me. The groups have sleepovers also but there was never any problem because he never spoke to those girls except when in a group. Recently we had another argument because he used to play online games with all of them and never with me despite me asking him to play with me repeatedly. Now I think it’s been a few days that he’s started talking to one of these girls and I have no idea how or when they became friends. Yesterday when I asked him at midnight what he was upto he said it’s that girl’s birthday. I asked him that oh are you close to her he said little little so I said okay. I don’t want to be an insecure girlfriend so I didn’t ask any questions but I somehow expected a little more explanation on his part. Anyway we’ve been having problems since the beginning of this year and now I’m just even more insecure and sometimes I have thoughts of breaking up. I just can’t stop crying and thinking about how that girl is better than me in every way and about how he’ll eventually be done with me and that he’d be much happier with her or literally anyone else. He doesn’t give me the same love as he used to and I don’t know if it’s weird but I just expect that if you make a new friend the least you can do is tell me about it? 

Relationships

 I have been thinking this today.

(Just a little context- i m a 17yr old male, studying/preparing for an exam (IITJEE) , my closest friend’s brother (he was of my age and also preparing for same exam) got a heart attack at 3am (no medical issues earlier) and doctors gave up around 5 am and he left us around 1pm.)

Why do we even work so hard for something? To get a better life? Something which is so much uncertain that it can be taken away from us any moment? Why cant we live life to the fullest without caring bout numbers either in money or rankings? If it is certain that one day we all have to die, that day can be today , tomorrow, or months later or years later, why is it that we have to waste life trying to get something in future? 

I dont know why but i feel like this is all in vain. All that studying and sacrifices made in past years to get a better rank in exam meant nothing and i dont even feel like continuing it anymore.

Loss

I’m just in pain all the time.
I’m like never genuinely happy. 
But I like put a smile on in front of my friends 

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