Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t compare my current bf infront of him. But I saw my roommates boyfriend how understanding and committed he is to her…
My ex was 100X better than him but his family came to know about us and than he was almost in depression when I left him… We were so obsessed with each other… He was a singer too 🥺 and I am too… I left singing after 12th cuz of him… He motivated me for it and found that I have a singing voice. And after that my mother put me in singing class 🥺
My current one doesn’t give a shit abt me and my life. But says he loves me and I am maybe his object