I do understand now about depression. Not in the clinical way, just not being happy within yourself. I’m not working and feel useless. I can’t find a job unless its a carer and I don’t want to do that
I don’t know if I completely understand depression and if I’m going through it. But I relate with the job aspect. I feel useless, like I’m wasting time. My friends aren’t around, I have nobody to share my feelings with. I’m worried about judgemental friends and family and I feel I overthink and make myself feel worse about all this. Sometimes I think deeper and wonder why I am cribbing about my life when so much of it is just normal and blessed.