I don’t know if I completely understand depression and if I’m going through it. But I relate with the job aspect. I feel useless, like I’m wasting time. My friends aren’t around, I have nobody to share my feelings with. I’m worried about judgemental friends and family and I feel I overthink and make myself feel worse about all this. Sometimes I think deeper and wonder why I am cribbing about my life when so much of it is just normal and blessed.