I didn't raise you
But I'll praise you
Wherever you will go
I'm gonna chase you
Don't scare of world
I know your will
You're my strength
And you're my skill

Askaa!

Manish Trivedi

Jeet Gandhi 

Poetry

I don’t like to write honestly. People put mean comments, sometimes tho. Right now..my eyes are strained from constantly using phone. But what can I do, I don’t have anything else to do.

Hallucination

The worst memories were created by a single person over a period of time which made me really weak. 
I'm still struggling to get myself back on track but certain things still haunt me.
I really wish i get my old self back.


Emotional Abuse

Why people text me only when they need me??😞

3am Thoughts

Please don't judge me guys
But I really want to vent this out I can't face this all anymore
We have had bad financial conditions since start...
Few years back my mom took loan from bank though the emi was high for us as per the income of my dad that Time ... Post COVID the financial condition went to worst we were surviving somehow me and Didi we quit our studies and started working odd jobs we are still working still the Emi's are pending the rent is pending all the jewellery is sold out my Di got married recently... First for her engagement they borrowed money from 
Frnds on interest uska bhi baki.... hai then for her marriage borrowed loan on my documents jitni meri salary nhiy usse jyada woh loan ka emi hai
I can't face this all at once
What I'm scared the most is
My parents they both are 62+, I'm 23
My dad and me we are the only bread earner of our house God forbid if something happens to them all those pending loans, that pending rent that interest borrowed money all is going to bump on my head how am I gonna face that this thought literally haunts me... I'm working as much as I can I quit my studies and started working what else is expected from me sometimes I think if I end this life all their problems will be solved 
I really can't take this anymore
I just can't 
I feel like ending everything all at once and Rest in peace literally the night haunts me all day I spend thinking things how to get out of this but everytime something comes up and I get stuck more in this 






































Reh  

Anxiety

i’m feeling really conflicted and frustrated. i had this friend with benef***s and well i told him that i didn’t want to continue the relationship because i just feel bad lying to my parents all the time. my parents don’t believe in having intimate relationships before marriage and always talk about how they would be disappointed/angry if that were to happen. i feel bad going against them so i decided to end things with this guy but he didn’t take it well. he said i wasn’t allowed to and that if i decided to end it he would tell my parents everything. i don’t know what to do. i just can’t tell my parents but i don’t wanna continue this. 

Conflict

What's your love language? Mine is... that I'm very bad at writing casual messages and it always turns out to be very much formal lol, but I'm glad my friends and family understand that, plus I become very clingy and childish.

Happy

It's Christmas and I'v been crying my  eyes out. I'm stuck at home with a grand mother who never showed me any love, my dad's brother & his family who love to see me in misery, my parents who think that there is something wrong with me & my brother who thinks I'm worthless. Merry Christmas to me.

Misunderstanding

Is it wrong to date your ex's best friend?!

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