I didn't raise you
But I'll praise you
Wherever you will go
I'm gonna chase you
Don't scare of world
I know your will
You're my strength
And you're my skill

Askaa!

Manish Trivedi

Jeet Gandhi 

Poetry

Anyone who wanna share something? Feel free to..

3am Thoughts

Your health account, your bank account, they’re the same thing. The more you put in, the more you can take out.

Quotes

I've been feeling very low. My insecurities are getting to me and not in a good way. I try to sleep so I can get rid of thoughts but they just keep coming back and going over my head again and again. It's like this thought spiral I can't get out of. I feel like I have people around me, but I'm still all alone. I just want to be normal but I don't know how. 

Insecurity

So here’s a story, as you all know yesterday was Mother’s day, and me living cross country from my mom couldn’t really do anything for her instead I had plans to make sure i spend enough time with her on phone and talk to her, give her my attention and love. Anyways, between our talk yesterday the conversation somehow drifted to what she had cooked for dinner and how i dint want to hear it as i am currently on diet to make sure i loose weight.
Now before i go any further, i know i am fat (thanks to all my childhood bullies and most ex’s) my weight and my looks haven’t always been the best thing about me. And i am completely aware of it (seriously i am not seeking for a pity remark here just stating facts).
However, the when i told her that the diet is making me cranky and miss yummy food my mom told me if i had taken care of my diet earlier I wouldn’t have to go through this (which i agree as she was rightly about it), then she went on and added that me still not been employed after 4 months of completing my master and not being as thin or pretty (fair) as my cousin sister (who recently got married), i have a pretty high demand of wanting to marry someone in their late 20’s and not 30’s probably when asked for my marriage preferences(P. S i am 24), it would be too much of a demand and that if i looked as i am right now maybe no one or maybe just maybe an older ( not shamming anyone here) would eventually settle to marry me.
Now i cut the call immediately after i said ‘then maybe I shouldn’t marry at all’ after hearing this as the call was on video and my dad and sister were also in the same room as my mom.
(I wanted to say a whole lot more but since it was Mother’s day I dint start a fight and i am pretty proud of me for that)
And this isn’t the first time my mom has made me feel ugly about myself, FYI she is very pretty touchwood. But GOD i wish i was the pretty one sometimes instead of her. (i know i am horrible)
Annnnyywwaayyyss, in short, i learnt my lesson - keep conversation short on the next damn Mother’s day

Dear couple if you can send Mental peace to your loved ones... It would be great relationship ever 😍😍😍😍😍

Celebration

Anyone up for a happy dance ?? 

Mental Wellbeing

It's really hard to have diabetes as a teen☹️

Physical Health

i don't feel like studying at all, my social life sucks. I can't even talk to anyone without being anxious. My dad keeps on yelling at me because of the clothes i wear. I don't want to go to college because i sit alone on my bench and nobody talks to me. I have lots of pending work and i just don't have the energy to do it

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