I didn't know looking for accommodation is such a headache, more when it's online. Now, I am not sure, if I did right by accepting job in another city, I never lived.
I have so many clueless thoughts, changing environment and living alone will  improve mental health or not. My mind is getting heavy of all so unsure questions when I didn't even find the place yet.

Thanks for suggestions. I thought of that too, but heard about bad food quality and in budget. So I am looking for flat 

3am Thoughts

I met someone , we bonded very good, we started talking and sharing stuffs, and then one of my friend also started talking with her and now I'm kinda jealous that they are talking and she is spending much time with him instead of me. Every time I see a message pop up on my friends phone of her , I feel very uneasy and suffocated( i dont know how to explain what i feel at that moment ) I've been through this but going through all of this again is really taking a toll on my mental peace. What to do in this situation ???

Friends

We used to talk a lot
Every day 
On text, On calls for hours
He was my only friend back then , only online friend, I started to fall for him , like him, I had feelings for him
As the lockdown ended his college resumed, our conversations became shorter, he got new friends he posts a lot snaps and stories with his friends , a lot of girls going out and hanging out and he tells me he's always busy and occupied in studies
He changed, replied after 4 hours
Now we don't even talk once a week
It feels like our friendship never existed
I'm hurt and sad and used because he used me to overcome his ex and his problems
I'm not expecting anything from him anymore just that I'm just very bad
I hope he's happy by doing whatever he is..

Is there a point to being alive? 

I pretty much have everything going for me but I just don't want any of it. I feel like a useless existence and an unnecessary burden to the world. I just want to sleep and never have to wake up.

I've been in therapy for almost a year now, made a ton of lifestyle changes and nothing helped. I'm on meds now and even that isn't really doing much for me.

I don't think this post is going to help but at this point I have no real inhibitions and open to try anything that'll help. Sorry if I sound jaded, I probably am although it's not my intension.

Depression

hey!! anyone up for connection? some random topics and getting to knw hws life different at other side (male here)

Acquaintance

I had applied for a job at an MNC 2 months ago. I passed through all stages of interview and testing. Last week on Wednesday I even got a call to discuss my salary requirements. They even offered me 20K more than what I was expecting and we closed on that figure. Yesterday when I asked for an update on my offer letter the HR suddenly said it’s on hold? I am feeling extremely depressed and heartbroken due to that. I don’t understand what went wrong 

Career

वो छोड़ कर जा रहा है, लोटेगा नहीं कभी मैं जानता हूं,
एक लंबा सफ़र काटूंगा अकेले चलकर, ये भी जानता हूं।

उसे भनक नहीं कि कोई गैर वक्त पर काम नहीं आता,
मगर मेरे समझाने पर वो नहीं मानेगा, ये भी जानता हूं।

टूटेगा अंदर से तो तोड़ देगा सब चीज़ें अपने कमरे की,
फिर रोएगा और मुझे याद करेगा, ये बात मैं जानता हूं।

देखेगा वो मेरी तस्वीर, अपनी किताब से निकाल कर,
हाल चाल भी पूछेगा मेरे दोस्तों से, इतना मैं उसे जानता हूं।

वो पूछ बैठा था इक रोज़, मुझे कितना जानते हो "अक्ष",
उसकी आंखे पढ़ लेता हूं, बस उसे इतना ही जानता हूं। 

By Aksh


Hii guys just incase if you are getting bored this post is for you.
Drop a comment 
Quality you really like about yourself and 1 quality you don't like.
Only motive is to go deep in your mind and ask yourself..
So that we can be  more aware of ourselves

Personal Growth

When you need someone the most, tho you don't want anybody in those times, you don't have anyone. And you are the hater of yourself. That becomes hell. And you won't help yourself too. But just be a toxic person around.

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