I dated a man for 5 years and he manipulated me in every possible way. So much that I have no friends left in my life now, he threatened me to hurt them. I’m out of that relationship now, finally - but so so lonely that I’m crying but I cannot find even one contact to call (not exaggerating even 1%)
I don’t have a good relationship with my father either; I wouldn’t care if he dies. The pandemic and the lockdown it carries along with it is affecting my mental health in horrible ways. I tried dating apps and social media but I can’t make myself talk to anyone, it all seems superficial to me.
I need help.
It’ll be great if you can share few more details like what do you do, how your usual days looks like. What kind of relationship it was, how it got over
You can contact a friend even if you were not in contact for long time try contacting any old friend do not worry if he or she doesn’t reply back but atleast try. If you need someone just to listen to you tell me I will share my details. We can then talk
Update:
My father yelled at my mom and tried to hit her today. I wrestled with him and stopped that from happening. He then directed all his anger on me and asked me to leave the house. I cried for 4 hours and tried making him understand his fault. He turned the thing around to character assassinate me and mom.
I want this to end some way. The pain is too hard.
