Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I constantly feel like I’m drowning in quick sand. I pay all the bills, and help pay groceries and childcare. My SO works full time and pays their car loan and insurance and the other half of groceries and childcare. I know she stresses over not being able to help as much financially. She has a side hustle as well do I. I work 70 hour weeks on a short week. I try and give her the time she needs to do her side hustle, by taking care of our baby, cooking, dishes, laundry, trash, cleaning. Plus, I’m trying to completely remodel our house by myself and build my business up more as well. It hurts that I think I do so much and then hear that I’m selfish and I don’t do enough.