I close my eyes and see myself decaying in my thoughts of utter me, fighting with solemn silence of my heart. Seeking for the light in the darkness of my soul. Searching for the 'box of pandora' for hope..

Breakup

so umm its about relationship and all
ive been in long distance since an year or more 
and im in 12th (upcoming) now and my clgs gonna open in next 5 days and they doesnt allow us to bring the mobile or any other electronics idk im just so nervous doing this and i probably will miss him so much. 
and idts my health and studies gonna be fit in 
iam an medical upcoming student like iam preparing fir my neet 
i dont know iam just so nervous and unhappy

Long Distance Relationship

Not well 

Depression

Feels so stuck every day and night, slowly forgetting how to laugh and smile from the heart. Can't see a single ray of hope where at least I can see myself free and calm.

3am Thoughts

I just broke up with this guy, we weren't serious anyway so its alright I think. 
I don't feel sad or anything just a little hollow. 
when I hook up with people, I feel like getting into a relationship and when I get into a relationship, I feel suffocated. 
I don't know what I want. 


This is such a great platform to share feelings and get opinions from people who aren't judging you. Actually works as a counselor for me. Thankful for it's creation. 

Now&Me Thinks

What to do when your boyfriend acts like he knows every single thing there is to know about and treats u like stupid? 

Social Anxiety is on peak. Trust me i m an extrovert. One year has done this to me. I myself dunno what happened.

Social Anxiety

My relationship has gone through one heck of a ride. Most of which is on my plate. 
Gave in to parents pressure and got married 3years back to a complete stranger, leaving my then boyfriend behind without any closure.
Till date, this decision has been the biggest mistake of my life. Wish I could turn it back but that's not possible. 
He graciously accepted me back when I realised I fucked it up. It's been 3 years since then. My marriage didn't last for more than 4 months. 
Right now, I've started working while he is still struggling to get a job. I am not there most of the time and it's getting hard to keep up cos I'm still new to this job. 
I am unable to help him , motivate him to push forward cos I feel like whatever I do or say is a fuck up. I feel like I'll only make him worse. 
And he has had his cup full. Fed up of my fuck ups and mistakes. No matter what I do , the past trauma is still there. I understand but I am just starting to feel suffocated juggling work and my love life. We have broken up n number of times but always manged to spring up.  Now that too feels exhausting... 

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