I can't hold on.....That light at the tunnel is fading.....The sun is no longer in my world.....I live in my head too much......Damn

People always say things will get better....that everything is ok....but its not...its not gonna get better.....it never will

MAybe it works for some people maybe god favored you more than others

God has abandoned me......he left me to fend for myself

They will find me.....they will eat me alive

I feel the exact same way. When I don't have something to do, I get into my head and overthink. 

Anxiety

To dark to come out..

3am Thoughts

Hey guys Jupiter, Saturn, and Venus are visible in the west direction. Surreal 


Imagine yourself to be going in sky and finding a star for you.
It's like all the stars are shining and you know there is one star waitin for you.
You know that they are seeing you from somewhere in the galaxy.
But they want you to reach to them.
What they don't realise is where they are ,it's like they know about theirs someone and seeing them.
But for the person when they see up in the sky,all they see is billions of Star.

Keep your face always toward the sunshine, and shadows will fall behind you....✨

Affirmations

You’re my darkness booster. 🚀🚀🌑

Anger Issues

The sun watches what I do but the moon knows all my secrets.🏙🌗🌃

Quotes

Sun sets night falls
I close my eyes to get some rest
I fell into darkness 
Pain creeping in my heart 
My body shivers
Tears roll  out for no reason
Feeling so small in front of darkness
Wanting to run away
to find shadows of myself I Suppressed
holding me down 
Screams of heart piercing through my ears
how worn out eyelids asked 
for so much of darkness
Desire to wake up 
But dizzy body because of tiredness
Can't even slide the blanket that's under my body
Chilling body suddenly felt warmth of your embrace
Your kiss landed on my forehead 
Like a magical spell 
Your memories flooding in
Making me lost into beautiful dreams 
Till you wake me up in morning
with tea in your hands
Wonder is this how fairytales work... 

Poetry

before sunrise is  such a beautiful story

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