Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I can’t get over my breakup. because I can’t believe he could treat me like this after everything i did for him and everything i had to go through. I can’t believe his actions and whatever i get flashbacks about everything that happened, i feel ashamed. ashamed of myself for letting him treat me like that. Apologising for being hurt. Apologising for his mistakes. Letting him invalidate and gaslight my feelings over and over again. always prioritising him and his feelings and wishes over my own. My intensions were always pure and all i ever wanted was for him to be happy. Its been months and it still fucking hurts