I can't do this..... I can't let people love me... I feel like I can't be healed.... I can't do this... I just wish I could vanish.... I want to vanish

Sanu

Yes bro sometimes everything feels useless and it seems logical to be vanished

3am Thoughts

Sometimes i just wanna  scream out loud all the things that I am hiding inside but i just can't 

Depression

I can’t wait to get out of this garbage country and erase my entire existence here forever. I’m dooooooone.

Other

Im feeling happy for sometime and sad for sometime,. I used to think about my mistakes and my mindset and feeling sad, not able to study , and live a life i used to be earlier. I used to be very happy and not brother about my problems and i deal with peacefully now iam changed im thinking about everyone and feeling sad, what should i do

Mood Disorder

Just started gym today. First day tha and while working out just wanted to quit and go home but after coming home was feeling good ki yes finally, finally I took the step was feeling very good and was motivating myself with a pep talk that there's no turning back now this n that which was going good but then opened up social media and just saw a friend on a plane going abroad for studies and I just died a lil inside. No hate or jealousy but feels like people are soo ahead doing soo much and all that I am happy about is I started gym today. All my spirit died down and I don't wanna be like this, this nature of mine has been sabotaging me I am gonna have to keep going but I think like this n I get scared and fear triumphs at the end. Please help me 

FOMO

Hands to heaven on what will be our ending...

Lately I have been feeling really depressed. There are lots of things happening in my life. The guy who was everything to me broke up with me, got cheated on by another guy , family issues , work load , not having anyone to talk to, feeling unloved , all these not letting me concentrate on anything. I mostly feel like doing nothing or just sleeping all the time. I really wanna get out of all of these and make myself strong like before but it's being really hard.

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