Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I can’t do this anymore
I feel trapped and stuck
wanna end it all
just one thing is stopping me is HOPE
That what if I live
what if I don’t give up
what if things are planned to be better and I give up now
I’m slowly losing that hope
I hate it here.
it feels like all the things are choking me and weighing me down
I haven’t been truly happy since 5 months now
I feel suicidll
wanna end it all
I got myself out of that phase by a lot hardwork, I’m going back there!
I’ve no one
to talk , to genuinely be myself
all people talk out of sympathy
idk
ending it all seems the easiest option