i can’t do anything anymore. everything, somehow, reminds me of you.
maybe it’s because i think about you
so much. i think about you all the time.
which is why everything i touch and do, i leave behind a trace of you.all my belongings linger on to the thought of you and theyjust won’t let go, no matter how hard i try.
this thought makes my head hurt so i turn to listen to some music but all my playlists have pieces of you in them. every song is connected to you. every word sounds like your name, each voice is somehow yours.
all i hear is you and it kills me so i turn it off. but it rings in my head. your voice rings in my head.
your face is always the only thing in front of my eyes,
the only thing in focus.
everything else seems blurred out and hazy, like city lights on a rainy day,
but you. yours is the only image that is clear in my head. i hate this. i hate this so much. so i’m going to shut my eyes, lie in bed, and still somehow see you.
i’ll think about you till it drives me crazy.
till i lose all my senses and the only thing that remains of me is you.
because you’re in everything,you’re everywhere. you’re in me. even when you’re not. i was because you were.
i am not anymore, because you aren’t either.
ohmygodddddddd. My heart skipped a beat when i read this. It’s so tough to hide away from your feelings. You can try and try and try but ultimately fail. You can tell yourself a 1000 times that you don’t like them but in the end, you do.
this is really heartfelt and relatable. i hope you find your way through this, hussle on and take care <3
Point well made. I’ll cry
I can relate this so much with you. You can literally feel the physical pain in your chest.
Same happened with me and even I remember that person while reading your texts. Tears had came into my eyes so well written. I hope you may get her /him. I want that person to be yours because you really deserve her /him. You should not try to forget that person because I know you can’t I have tried all the ways and seen. I know its very difficult but you should express your feelings and result will be seen afterwards but it will be wrong if you don’t tell that person. Please once tell that person about your feelings I hope it work and you may win that person. All the best
