I can’t decide if single life or taken life is better? Or if im just overthinking like normal. 

Most likely its the worst thing I swear everything will be great then my head starts making things up and ruins it. 

Very very true and thats what I’m constantly thinking. 

I have big dreams too and I don’t want anyone to stand in my way of them and he knows that so hopefully he won’t. 

Noo i don’t think so either being in a relationship is great and its amazing to have someone but when theres stuff u want to do like ur dreams they might have to change a bit or ur dreams stay like they r and just adding another person to it. I think its more important that if u want someone u need to find someone that shares similar dreams. Or when u have for fill ur dreams then u look for someone after words. 

Im going to hold on to this quote. Thank u 

Pros and cons for everything. Single pros- get to do what you want. No need to constantly be there for someone. Can have crazy dreams. Can do whatever you want. Cons- gets boring , lonely, crave intimacy.. likewise being in a relationship.. 

The grass always seems greener on the other side. But in actuality, it is greener where it is taken care of properly.

3am Thoughts

i was scolded badly at work last week. now I feel very anxious of going to work and making mistakes. 
I've been scared of making mistakes but now I've realised that mistakes makes life the real life. however, I fear of becoming an outcast with no one to talk to. 

Work

I feel so sad today... and yes, i'm freaking broke :D. 
Today i went to my grandparent's house for dinner ( all the family members are there ofc), during the meal i was completely ignored. I already cried once in the bathroom there but nvm. After we had dinner, i got back home and checked my money (y'all know for all those online shopping ) but they were fucking EMPTY. uhh gurl excuse me??!?!? The last time i checked it was still a lot. Then i immediately thought someone stole it. And who was it??? My freaking cousins- they're who i trust the most that stole my money. Well I don't have any evidence of them stealing my money yet but they were the last people to leave my house ( both of them don't like me secreatly tho ) the amount of money was a lot and i'm fucking crying right now 😃 Anyone know how to help me?? ( my first language isn't english sorry)

Bored and desperate need of some attention,  how is this became so hard to find a girl and get into relation, but again I'm tired of everything  and again I need someone to be there, to ask hw am I doing , hug wn feeling down, and cuddle.

Lonely

So there's this boy I feel in love with about a year ago. He is one person I can't be with. We talk everyday. Like he is the best thing in my life and I couldn't ask for anything else.
But it's like am afraid of what if he walks away from my life? What will I do??? Its like the whole day I talk to him from good morning to goodnight. I cry with him I laugh with him. I don't talk to anyone else . It's like I don't need anyone elseee. Everyone tells me that being with him like this is just gonna hurt me. It will be like breaking up with someone you never dated. But I dont seem to understand it the only thing I know is that I love him so much that even if he is with someone else I dont have a problem with it. And that am happy with just having him in my life talking to him everyday . My day is incomplete without him. He understands me like no one else doesss. I can tell him everything without feeling judged but that fear never goes away that he can leave me he can go from my life although i know that he is not a kind of person who just walk away like thattt....... I don't know what should i do????? Should I distance myself????

Do uh every feel like getting detached to everything n start something new...but something always drags uh down n uh keep delaying it..n it nvr actually happens..!!

Hello is any one here who wanna to talk to me I can talk them and behalf of that I need financial help.☹

Time

Depressed

You pretend to be happy and fine in front of people for so long that people assume you're awesome. Be it marks and colleges and love, it's just dead. My marks are bad,I'm tired of working on applications and studies without any support,and the girl I like doesn't even like me back. I waste my time watching tv and I lock myself in my room.i wanna improve but I push people away from fear of abandonment. I don't trust anyone and I don't know what to do .

Jealous

Sometimes u just don’t want to survive and watch what happens from afar…

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