I cannot stress how distant some siblings are. And i am terrified of tis distance that only grows more each passing day. My help isnt needed, my love isnt needed. I am a secondary character that they are loosely related to, one if disposed off, would not make a dent in their existence. It makes me angry, so damn angry. I have always tried, always held my part of the bargain and i never recieve, ever. Its like I am invisible, only manifested when needed, and then forgotten again.