Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I came out to my friends as a bi(bisexual) not to my parents or anyone except them and won’t unless I settle and have my own life. I figured it out last year thanks to the quarantine 😅. As we know sexuality is fluid so u can be a bi and then feel like lesbian or non binary or asexual but this isn’t the case with me. I am sure I’m bi but won’t really guarantee it coz I hate guys in the perspective of intimacy or that shits whereas I prefer girls for being intimate than guys. It’s funny right ik. But can’t help. People or some of my friends from the LGBTQ community says I might confront being a non-binary or lesbian or may not in future so I shouldn’t take stress in clearing out my sexual preferences. I do so. I hate or can be said can’t stand homophobics or the ones who will never understand the concept of LGBTQ. I met some recently one was my friend but not close one and she said I might haven’t got a great dick to taste so I’m chasing pussies. Idk why but she said it like it wasn’t a big deal😑😅. I also confronted some who said me as trans coz I was wearing my school uniform which if kurta looks like a typical indian one. I have no problem with trans people but the thing which made me sad or more like frustrating was why can’t people get a lil open bout different sexes it’s not that hard. They said me as trans coz I have boy cut hair and a tomboy but sometimes wear pathani kurta etc but is more comfy in baggy clothes for 2 reason 1st I like hiding my fatty curves 2nd I’m comfy😅. It’s like killing 2 birds with one arrow isn’t it?
So I typed out so long passage being very confusing 😂 ik but I did coz I had a frustration but a lot of things but I couldn’t arrange them so it went a lil confusing pardon💙.