I broke up last year and I'm still not recovered from it.
Probably the lowest point of my life and there's no one to talk. Feels like everyone is responsible for making me so lonely.

im trying my best but somehow i got a feeling that I'm losing my emotional side.. I'm finding it hard to attract to anyone else since then.. I've been approached by some other person for the relationship n i just don't feel anything about anyone anymore 

You are just thinking too much . Stop thinking and concentrate on the actions. Like get involved in activities you like or you are into. Make your mind distracted with such activities 

Breakup

Khamoshi ko chuna hai maine, kyoki bahut kuch suna hai maine!✨️🤍

3am Thoughts

is it good to ignore people sometimes who love you but you don’t? just to not hurt them in a long run.

One Sided Love

Creation can destroy it's creator, don't u think?

i don't even know where to begin. I've been questioning my mental health so much lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. life has been crap, let me tell you that. it chews you up and spits you out like you're nothing because it simply doesn't even care. It's a never ending spiral of despair and pain and darkness that keeps pulling you further and further and just when you think you reach the light of the tunnel, when you think you finally made it out, it pulls you right back under. Because it doesn't care. It drowns you in despair, completely washing over you until you can't feel anything but the numbing pain and emptiness. 
Some people can handle this pain. some people say "oh it's fine. life is hard but you'll make it out. it gets better" but is that really the case? if it really gets better than i wouldn't know because i can't handle it anymore. I can't take a life where i'm not able to do anything about it.   it's like life is constantly holding me down, hitting me with waves and waves of pain and despair. hitting me over and over and over and i put up with so much but i can't do it anymore. it won't stop. i can't do anything about it 
I don't know if it's because of the my r**e or my father but it feels like nothing is in my power anymore. Like i'm constantly in the back seat and life has taken the wheel and is crashing into everything and anything it sees. Just like the waves of pain and despair. hitting me over and over and over again and i can't take the pain anymore. I feel powerless, I feel like I can't do anything, I feel helpless. I've been taken over and it's like I'm watching my life from a screen and I can't do anything to stop it. I can't pause, i can't rewind, i can't do anything. the only way to stop it is to end it all 
But i don't want to end it all. I'm too scared to end it all. A dirt nap, forever, alone is not something i wanna go through..but i can't handle this pain anymore. life is no longer a purgatory, it's just the fiery pits of h e l l at this point but I'm too scared to escape it. I'm too scared to go away. What if no one misses me? what if i just become forgotten? what if no one cares? what if i disappear without making a mark on this earth? what if it makes people happy? 

Other

I feel like a bag of shit. in less than 48 hours i will meet up with my mother. she is sociopath and I ran away form her to my dad.

Teenagers

I have finally been convinced that I wasn't raped and I'm not at all suicidal. 

She overthinks a lot... She gets stressed easily.. She need someone to talk to....She is me🥺

Lol I think I am falling for my friend. Fml

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