I blame it all on PMS as if its a golden ticket to rationalisation behind all my breakdowns and outbursts right before my "that time of the month". But I have realised that this is the time when I am the most in sync with my emotions , when I am not afraid to express , there's nothing holding me back. I'm a raw mess. 

Women Empowerment

Which is better sprint running or normal running?

Exercise

Hii how are you doing hope you all are doing well......I don't understand how I am feeling...... it's like I am literally feeling weight on my chest and I feel like crying so bad but I just can't it's like I am hurting I am in pain I know this and I want to let it all out but I just can't......or am I getting heartattack!!!!! I don't understand😵‍💫
I have been observing this for quite sometime that whenever I feel like crying I just don't.......I just divert myself to the other topics it's like i am slowly forgetting to express my negative emotions I am also starting to feel uncomfortable whenever I try to get in touch with my vulnerable part.....I don't know what is happening and why at this point I am going to stop blabbering.....just wanted to write this  somewhere..... anyways if you are reading this remember you are an amazing fella and the universe loves you 
Ps : ignore my grammatical mistakes I am still learning 




Y'all recommend me some amazing romanticc songs
Am in a very good mood right now for good music


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Anyone here learned morphlogy... meh have some questions..

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Ive been feeling really anxious lately in general and my anxiety is effecting me daily. A lot of things I have control over and I’m working in ways to try and solve them. However, when it comes to my relationship, it involves another person that is going through a severe depressive period. I need some advice on how to navigate that?

I just want to climb onto the moon for him, and having to tone that down is hard when I want to give him the best, but we have established that isn’t what’s best for him to meet his needs. 

I guess I just don’t know how to do that, spend time together in small ways or more manageable ways. Like the only thing we’ve agreed on doing is going to the cinema and have a meal before/after. That way it’s a good balance of hanging with eachother, having some down time, and still doing something we enjoy together. 

I was going to suggest we go on walks in different areas, but it is quite cold right now. Maybe need to pack a hot picnic and some tea or something because the weather is super cold😅

Another thing that makes me anxious is when I hear he’s socialising and having fun with his friends and colleagues, and though I’m so happy for him that he’s able to have fun and take opportunities to enjoy himself. I do wonder why he’s struggling to do that with me? Makes me feel unworthy. And though I have asked him if I should be taking that personally, he has been frank to tell me that I shouldn’t be taking anything personally or seriously and that he is trying his best in everything. So you would think case closed? But my anxiety isn’t letting my automatic, instructive thoughts be any easier.

Sorry it’s super long, lots of thoughts and overthinking I appreciate all constructive advice and words of support ❤️


Anxiety

I’m to young for this. Helping other people against sh/suicidal thoughts. Giving other advice about how to take care of themselves. Helping people start a healthy life or anything else. Listening to them for hours and hours along ranting about their problems. 

I mean, I don’t mind helping others.. but it’s getting exhausting to listen every day.. I don’t even listen to my own advice. I can’t even talk about my problems. I just wish they could start relying on others and not just me. 

I’m supposed to be having my teen life, having fun, go out. Not hope to have someone ask me if I’m ok. Not wish having someone to hug me until I’m done crying. 

I have become damm weird these days I am always happy and I chit chat with strangers only if they feel inclined 😂😂
I don’t feel hurt or sad and I don’t know why 
I guess because I know that I want to live a life full of happiness like I want to enjoy every moment in my own way 
I have to finish so many assignments study but it’s like I don’t feel stressed 
I have a crush on a guy and I talk to him often but if he don’t feel like talking or saying anything I don’t feel hurt or bad 
I feel like dancing and smiling all the time 
I have toxic ex who I talk to sometimes but I don’t feel bothered rather I help that guy out and joke around with that guy 
It’s like I have become a different person but in a good way 😂❤️

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