I belong from a broken family.. my parent's being divorced. I've been quite strong since I was little and never had difficulty accepting this fact. Yet on some days, I feel so vulnerable and lost and wish things could be normal..... 😞

Hey. I want you to know that it’s completely normal and okay to feel this way. It’s okay to not be okay. Don’t be so harsh on yourself. Good things await you. You’re super strong and I’m proud of you, remember that!!

Family

Koi hai hi nahi kya mere liye? Boys think being a girl is damn easy cz you just get boys roll over you. But when you deep within feel for no one, yet crave for someone. 
Ajeeb lagta hai. 

Lonely

Mujhme bikhre huye andhere se hai
Tum aisi raaton ko apna paaoge kya 
Aksar khayalon se bechain ho jata hu
Haath thamkar gale laga paaoge kya

3am Thoughts

Why did I kis.s him back that day 😩

Compassion

I have to get this off my chest. So for the past year or more, I've been in love with a guy I've never met. He's a musician who is not yet world famous. Anyway, these feelings are growing stronger day by day. And no, this isn't like some celebrity crush, this is more. He knows my name, we've talked a few times on his livestream chats, which is where we mainly know each other from. And there's a few DMs. Maybe this is a celebrity crush? But these feelings are eating me away slowly, killing me. So much so where it feels like we could be soulmates? This may sound obsessive, but it's not, I promise. Anyway, there are a few strange things that make me believe this. One, I have no clue when I knew who he was or where he even came from. Two, before I began to have a crush on him I felt very emotionally connected to his songs (which are very deep, lemme tell you) and his experiences he shared with us. Three, there have been a few times where I've been close to meeting him. Four, when I remade my social media account after it was hacked, I was somehow following him again and I don't remember how. These could all be coincidences, I know, maybe I'm reading into this too much... But there's something telling me that I'm not over looking this. Am I crazy? How do I feel less shitty? How am I not able to push away my true soulmate (if he's not it) if I'm so in love with him and he happens to not like me back? I have this gut feeling that we're gonna meet soon and it's driving me crazy. Believe it or not, I'm hesitant about it. I don't know if I wanna meet him, because the worst might happen... Help me, please. 

Love

How to get over thee feeling of shame overthinking, anxiety,guilt, hopelessness,how to get rid of bad moments

Sometimes I realize I’m afraid to better my life because I’m afraid that I won’t be funny ori will still be depressed because I’ll still feel lonely. I’ll just feel a little less temporary sad, the depression and anxiety are still there.

To myself : How well u fought today. Today was the perfect example of when life gives u lemons make lemonade. Proud of u 🙂 No matter what world think of u, I know how hard u r trying. Bas khush rehna sikh ja ab plz. Accept kar, smile kar aur fight kar. But duniya se ladte ladte ye mat bhul jana ki life ko jeena bhi hai. Tc.

Life

I am sad cuz it's been two years since I broke up with my bf i haven't moved on at alll!! But it's hard to see tht other person who has moved on soo fast I can barely imagine not tht I didn't wanted him but "tht's hw things are"

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