I am watching everything, I just don't say anything and yes its for u if you are watching this then........

3am Thoughts

Nothings going as expected. Not a single bit too. Been hurt by unexpected situations past few days. Never imagined yet leaves a pit like feeling in the stomach whenever I think about it. Been anxious since then. Now I don’t feel happy at all. As whenever something good happens and I feel happy for a moment , the very next day the opposite happens.

zara zara song is succhaa vibe🥺❤️

Music

I feel like crying but I'm completely burnt out.

What is the best thing to being happy

Period's should never be taken as a joke by any guy's
Whenever u see any woman around u facing a period problems u should always go towards her and help her out in such situations by buying and giving her pads or else cover her periods with help of cloth or jackets this small help can give her huge relief from her pain and she will feel comfortable and she will feel happy & confident in public places
Never make fun or laugh on any woman whenever they face such problems because not a funny thing
It very painful moments for them
Ur laugh can make her feel even more
shame and she will lose her confidence to avoid that let's start helping women and make feel free from her pain so that she can feel confident always around it should make her feel that there good caring people around her in public places to help her out and give her confident

Period

I can't stop thinking negatively. My "family" views me as negative, but their the one's that have caused me misery, and I hate to admit that I want them to suffer the same anguish they've brought me. 

I live alone, but no friends. I try to be positive, take my meds, and go therapy, which I find repetitive and doesnt help much. My mother always told me that therapy was giving me excuses to be disrespectful and doesn't hear out anything I try to say when I tell her how she has effected me and why I am the way I am. Im miserable, lonely, full of flaws and mentally broken because of my father's sexual abuse and mother's emotional neglect. Yet everyone in my family sees me as the negative one and a new one..my grandmother now says I should have told about the abusr when it happened from 8-14 and not when i was 16. I felt extremely guilty for telling and then not telling for myself cause he never went to jail and is harassing. I went to the cops and they havent done a thing to help. Im alone and feeling worthless and any time i try nothing goes right or in my favor. My mother callas me selfish i just want to die...to not even be around so noone can call me selfish for being the way i am because thats what i was made from. My dreams are alao in tatters. Im just wasting oxygen at this point. 

Depression

Yrr koi camping ya khi tracking krne chle ...grp me
Mai khbi nhi gyi mujhe Jana h 🥲
Dukh hi khtm nhi hote... permission nhi milti sch me dimg khrb ho chuka h ab toh , inke smne girgirana padta h😭

Family

I’ve lost my 3rd job today. And I have a mother and a brother to take care of. I’m intelligent and smart but idk I’m just lost. I sleep for 18-19 hours 

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