I am watching a series currently which is a very nice and descent story about mothers and their journey as parents with their teen kids. My mother died four years ago when I was a teenager, I just miss her watching the series I feel like I wish she were here to be the same strict mom she was and I wouldn’t be alone all the time except for night when dad is at home. I wanted to share my feelings with my cousin but as I started talking I couldn’t bring this up. I wanted to let this out cause I find it hard to express my feelings to my dad as well cause it will stress him, he handles everything alone and I don’t want to get him worried.