I am trying so hard to be okay 
To smile
To talk 
To do things
To be active 
To care 
To interact
To react
But I am tired 
It's like I am always walking on pieces of glass
Idk what to do

3am Thoughts

If you know you're gonna fail, so much so that 99% of you knows things will not go in your favour, then why try at all? Why not just leave everything? Just why push ourselves?

Anxiety

anyone in pune?

I love you to all the people out there who feels they're not being loved enough ❤️ :')

Love

Bored 😒

If you could go back in time to change one thing, what would it be?

Hola people!
Can anyone suggest me some " happy happy" series that are available on Netflix?


Movies

What is wrong with me? Why is it that I always like the wrong guy?

I can't stop thinking (or to be precise have dreams about him & i and that too is like he's here rn) about my first love, first partner and like the one and only of mine tbh. No one has ever replaced him. I've loved people, I've loved them with all my heart without having a thought about him but he comes once in a while in my dreams and I'm again attached to him like we are still 13 yr olds, he was 14/14 1/2 then. (Miniscule details tbh)
We were children, we almost grew up together. We were in love for 4 years were friends for 6 or so. We were like family. U know. But he's not the same person now, as far as I think and know. And I'm not the same person he knew either 
We were both in boarding school, all our time was almost spent with each other. Yeah that's the most loved and having a family I'd felt. I had a mu bola bhai, he was my partners best friend but like I was his sister first before I started dating even (never dating, went into relationships right away with people who lived me or the ones I liked yeah sorta) But i still believe he loved me. The most i think anyone ever has without controlling or owning me or possessing me. Yeah patriarchy got him, he had issues. I had mine. But we always stood with each other through most of it all. I made mistakes he couldn't look past and hurt me in ways i couldn't forget. 
We've tried connecting and been in touch, wish each other birthdays and new year's now that's all because idk it's me and then i want to be near the person and he's in army. I'm losing my mind day by day and he's becoming less and less sensitive and humane due to his job and our society. This is so fucking sad, it makes me so fucking sad. 

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