I am too alone in my life. Around me people was showing i am with u but in my problem all show back today

3am Thoughts

 my hands , legs moves so much and my voice cracks everytime i say something on stage and at class whenever i had given chance to sing my leg just started to move in itself . How can i stop this from happening ?? 
and on 19th of november i have  participated in solo song . So i just want to give my best but i know my body will just move on itself 😭.

Anxiety

My brother has tio sleep in my bed because his room collapsed, I don’t know what to do

Am not happy....it hard to get someone who will listen to what is going on in my head /pour my heart to. . I feel alone all the time....happy in public and crying in private

Depression

I have no use for any of my skills. I have no friends. 

Hello

Tu sabar rakh
Dooriyon ka malaal usey bhi hoga,
Jab tu kisi aur ka hoga
Toh mohabbat ka ehsaas usey bhi hoga!‹3

I love my birthday BUT I hate the cake splashes on face.😵😵😵
I've seriously survived 4 cake splashes since yesterday 😵 😵😵


Family

It started when I was in grade 6 or 7. For a teenage girl, I had no idea what was happening to me.

My harasser was a very close relative of mine. My own aunt's husband. A father of four children out of which three were girls. We lived in a joint family so it was impossible to avoid him. He started making vulgar gestures. He used to stare at my chest and lips. I was a chubby child so at the age of 13 or 14, I had breasts and everything.

The most horrifying thing he ever did was when my mother had gone outside with my aunt. My father used to live abroad. I was sleeping and he came up behind and fondled me everywhere touching me in places that weren't supposed to be touched. This continued up till grade 9 and I used to live every day in fear.

Afterward, it stopped and I had locked away those dark memories. Almost six years later, last week that man repeated his bad intentions again. That too when his family were in the next room. I was so shocked and traumatized to even move. Since that day, I've been haunted by the incidents of the past and also scared not knowing that will he start harassing me over again.


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