I dunno if I wanna talk… i just made a profile here to write my feelings though or talk to someone… not sure if this is the right & safe space…
That’s me what I wrote above as anonymous. Sorry I am new in this app & i switched profiles by mistake
Hmmmm … thank you… I am feeling lonely… i always feel suicidal after a fight with my husband… he just stops talking & having to do anything with me after picking a fight with me… i always have to be the one to say sorry & woo him back… after 6 years of doing this every time, I am becoming tired er & dun wanna do this anymore… it’s always me who has to make the first move & coax him & grovel at his feet to “forgive & forget” just so that he starts talking again & resume normal behaviour… i have never felt loved “unconditionally”… I dun think anyone is made for me to love me unconditionally… n that is why I do not wanna live anymore… I am done with this life…